I read somewhere
that someone tried the suicide because was earning only a monthly
pension of 1200 euro/month.... my income is zero. zero. zero.
But I won't harm
myself. No. I will speak. I will be a pain in the ass. Till the last
breath of my life.
I must say,
sometimes I feel a little... alien, haha!
I must say also that in this situation is very clear who is truly a friend ad who is not.
In the past I've been helping a lot of people.
When I truly needed some help I saw that the memories of what I did for many people were gone forgotten.
Someone even said to me: with that horrible face how is possible that you find a job!
My face was the face of fear. I saw the horror of the solitude, I was in need and I saw no signs of people around me.
I've been working long time, I've been a reliable worker for many people.
I did more than what I could, always.
And when I truly needed help, no one was here for me. Only the Divine Mother appeared to me many times in visions.
And She still does.
Many times in the morning I see Her around.
I know because when I open the eyes I see all green around me.
It is the Green Sacred Emerald in Her Etheric Form that is surrounding me.
It is true!
Once I had a bad illness (in 2013...), my thongue was black. I knew that I should have been dead in that state.
My "alien" contacts and the Divine Mother kept me alive.
You can believe me or not, but I know that I spent a whole night without breathing.
They told me to avoid to breathe because it was worse for me... for my kidneys.
And so I didn't breathe any more for all night.
My alien family kept me alive through passing me energy and everything I needed from a special chakra residing at the base of the head, behind the neck.
You can believe me or not, but this is the truth.
Anyway, here on Planet Earth I am considered (de facto) useless. I am content because many people are reading my blogs anyway :) because for sure I am good at writing. Because I have the courage to talk about many aspects of the reality that other writers don't have the possibility - or the courage - to talk about.
Linkedin is asking me if I ever did any volunteer job. Honestly they make me laugh.
I worked a lot in my life... but the earn was very relative, haha! And, if nothing changes in the legislation, I will also be without pension because after many year of (underpaid) work, even in a local newspaper, from the pension organization are resulting only 5 years of contributions.
Because I am very good, too good, I was earning peanuts. Anyway I am thankful to all of my job givers, because it could have been much worse, much worse without them! I know that they could only act like that for a difficult situation in wich are we all immerged.
I just believed that with that little earning I would never have been without job... but unfortunately that nightmare became a truth.
Tough! Now I know my true strenght.
This is the war, the
war in a new form... it is an undecleared civil war against the most
good and generous people. The sharks, the human predators are ruling the
world, but they don't know to be in danger because they are in the
hands of their own kind of people. They all will know this thing the first
time that they will need some help.
In the mean time I am contacting my alien family to ask them to teach me how to survive without food... because I am even tired to eat.
I know that in the past I was capable to live without eating, just using the free energy of the Universe.
I want to thank here every human being that is helping me, in every form. Even reading these lines that I am writing.
What you can do for me, even a little thing, will give you the liberation from the illusions... in this life and in other lives. I am not joking!
With Immortal Love, Vanessa.
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| II and IV Chakra, my ways to Illumination - Digital art by Vanessa Schlachtaub Bruni © 27 April 2015 |
